When you start with lolita you are very happy when you can buy your first dress, blouse, shoes ect.
The first dress or outfit is always special, I think.
Three years ago I bought my first lolita dress but I knew about lolita for a very long time.
I was afraid that I was not beautiful enough to wear it and it was way too expensive for me..
After a few months I thought: ''This is false, why can't I wear lolita?''
So that's how my 'lolita story' began, I saved every month some money and after halve a year I
could go to Mfashion to buy my first dress.
I was so happy! This is my first dress, Candy House from Metamorphose.
The pink version of course:
My first lolita outfit was very special to me.
So, can you be happy with one outfit? Yes, I think so..
But I can't..
When I started wearing lolita, my view on lolita was different I totally loved this style and I was considering to be a lifestyle lolita.
In sort: I didn't see the bad sides of lolita
After some time I found out that you can't wear lolita all the time:
- It's not that comfortable
- Some people don't appreciate it and will laugh at you and will think you are funny
- Most of the time you won't wear lolita when you have a bad day.
So... all this didn't stop me wanting to wear lolita or wanting to buy a new outfit..
But the second dress/skirt isn't that special as the first, it's still special because it's
something you have chosen.
Now I'm three years further and I have lots of lolita clothes, for someone of
my age. ( 3 dresses, 2 skirts,5 blouses, 10 socks, 2 cardigans and more..)
I'm just a 17 year old girl...
I want to buy a new dress, I've told you the previous time on my blog I want
to buy the Holy Stained Glass * it's such a beautiful dress*
I was wondering when I buy this dress can I be happy with it? Do I want to have it
just because it's such a beautiful dress? And how long would it take to want a new
This sounds so spoiled I know, sometimes I think that I'm such a spoiled brat you know..
I can buy lots of lolita clothes even brand lolita such as Moi Meme Moitie! And I own
Ball Jointed Dolls too.
I know it's not completly true, I work very hard for my money..
And I love my lolita clothes, they mean so much to me!
And I'm very happy a new lolita item arrives but not that happy as in the
beginning. It's sounds a little bit wierd but when a outfit is finished/complete, I'm
already thinking about what I can buy next time..
Maybe it's because of I wear gothic lolita and sweet lolita, therefore you
need different clothes.
I wanted to know, Am I the only one?
When my new dress arrives, I don't think I'm going to buy a new one,
I want to be happy with the clothes I already have and create new co-ords
with them without buying new brand items. I already have some beautiful clothes and it's
not like I need new lolita clothes. As the most of you know I don't wear lolita very often..
I can use the money for my new school or I can go more often to meets when I don't buy new lolita clothes..
Thank you for reading all this ^_^
See you next time! ^_~