Flower Fairy

Mimi - Pukifee Bonnie
Flower Fairy ♥

I hope you will like the pictures!
See you next time ~~

Minifee Ante

A few days ago I checked the blog from the BJD company Fairyland and I saw that they wanted to release a super cute doll. Fairyland has a new body for their dolls so they decided to release a new doll together with that new body. I really like the doll, it's a minifee Ante. I always loved the Ante mold so I'm extremely happy because of it! <3 <3 <3 

She is so adorable, just like a little angel.

I'm not really sure about the body, it's so mature. why did they give her those enormous boobs? She has this young face, it doesn't match well... 

Last week I was sure I didn't want to buy any more dolls from Fairyland and right after that they decided to release a MNF Ante? I guess I will always fail at  not buying any dolls from Fairyland,hahaha! The fullset is lovely, just look at all details. That's why I love Fairyland's clothing, everything is beautiful and so detailed. Now I'm sure I want to have this doll, she is my new dream doll.However I was not planning to buy a new minifee I was saving up for a new doll. Not according to plan, but one can changes plans, right? I wish I could buy her right now with fullset and everything, unfortunately it's not possible. It's a huge amount of money for me (I'm just a poor student) and I can't spend it right now because I don't even have that much money. T_T 

I will work hard and hopefully I'm able to buy her as soon as possible. I think it's already too late for the fullset because they always sell out very quickly. I'm a little bit sad about it, I would really like to have the fullset but I already found another cute outfit for her. I don't know her name yet, I'm going to think about that for a while... I do know she is going to be a magical school girl. I just can't wait to have her here at home!!! ^__^

New purchases + crobidoll review

Dear followers,

I saw that I have 66 followers now! Thank you so much for liking my blog, I never thought my blog could have so many followers! Today I want to show you my last purchases, maybe the people who follow my blog a little bit longer are wondering why I haven't shown my purchases for so long time. 

All my pictures are on the other laptop and that one is broken, it needs to be fixed only I haven't got time to go to shop. School is killing me, there is so little time left for other things.. I'm so happy I have vacation now! But school so much fun, I never thought I could like school so much :D

Let's show you my new stuff! <3

Angelic Pretty Hat

Roses

More Details

Baby the stars shine bright and Metamorphose socks

  I like the metamorphose brand card so much, it's so cute! ^__^

       

I bought some new clothes for my doll Noah, I will do a little review at the end of this post...

Necklaces

Leather Jacket, I love it!

I do want to keep it for myself only it doesn't fit, it's too small hahaha...

Pants

Shirt

I also ordered a scarf and hair parts to customize Noah's wig again. ^__^

This week or next week I'm going to take some pictures of Noah with his new clothes. ~~

Crobidoll review

Quality 

It's well-made and it fits right, the leather jacket is a little bit too big only it's not troublesome I think.
The jacket has so many small details, I love the tiny studs and the little pockets. The jacket is even lined with a leopard print, I didn't know that when I ordered it.
Although the pants are torn they are not damaged, it's part of the design.

4/5

Website

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The website is very beautiful and everything is very clear. All the items were priced right and it's easy to find what you want because of the layout,every different category can be find in the left of the webpage.
There is a slight color difference between the scarf and the hair pieces, I think it's because of institutions of my laptop. I made a mistake when I  placed my order, I can't give a reliable opinion about ordering because it was my first time shopping through Crobidoll.

Communication

Like I said before, I made a mistake while I placed my order and I was really worried about it.

I placed my order only I couldn't pay. That's why I decided to send Crobidoll an email, I got an kind answer in two days. They said I didn't have to worry and gave me the right paypal adress.
When my payment was confirmed, the package was sent the same day!!
I'm really satisfied about the kind and fast communication.

5/5

Shipping
They shipped my order fast after the payment was confirmed. Only my package got stuck in the customs for a week. I placed my order on the 1st of October(I believe???)  and I received my order at 15 October.

4/5

Overall
I would definitely buy again from Crobidoll, especially because of the good communication and nice items they sell!

Broken Doll

~~When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
So she ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of paradise~~

Coldplay- Paradise

These past days I feel a little bit like a broken doll...

That used to be a sad feeling but now it's okay!
I want times to be the same only I also want to live my dream.

I'm looking forward to the future, I'm not afraid anymore about who I really want to be or want I want to do.

Still I'm a little bit afraid to say goodbye to life today.

I'm not afraid to work hard for what I want to be but I know that it's something I really want.

This time I do not hope for something, I know it's going to be okay.

I'm just waiting for that one letter or email to arrive...

And then.. I need to arrange lots of things.. so wish me luck! ^__^
I hope I find a place to live, that would make things easier.

You can say it's just a little change, I don't think so... it will be hard because I have to start over all alone, like again..

I do NOT like that, only I think it will be easier because it's something I really want..

It's not going to be easy to leave and even if I won't leave there will be many changes, but I still will be there for my friends so that's something that won't change.

Please do not be afraid of that!

I guess some people know where I'm talking about, some don't know..

It's fine if you aks ^_~

This was kind of personal?! Yeah.. I need to tell this.. it's something on my mind..

What has this to do with my blog, Lolita and BJD's, a lot for sure.

First of all time, I won't have much time for things, I will have enough time to go to meetings and such but I have less time for my blog.

That means it could be right that I will post less on my blog from May, and little by little I will post less.

That doesn't mean I will stop blogging, I have to find out how much time I have and then figure out how I can use the time usefully.

I have many great things in mind, please don't worry my lovely followers!

About Lolita and BJD, I'm older now which doesn't mean I will stop with it.

Only I believe I realized my dreams already on that subject.

I do have dream dolls and dream dresses which I do not have, only do I want to have everything?

Of course not, that's really materialistic, I guess people are going to laugh about it, but I'm not a materialistic person.

I just want to follow my dreams, and 4 years ago I had a dream to wear lolita clothing and own ball jointed dolls, go to meetings and live the 'princess life'.

Now I have other dreams, I want to see more of the world and I more sure about what I want kind of job I want to have.

I want to open my eyes for other things, because there is so much more in life.

I don't want to stick to one (fashion) style, I want more..

I love lolita but I love more then just lolita.

A few weeks ago I fell in love with visual kei again, I also want to try pastel goth and I still want to try gyaru and cyber.

And the thing I want the most is designing and making my own outfit for the EFF.

So why won't I do that?! I will, I will...

I said it before I want to travel more, I feel I need to do that.

I want to see, pretty places and learn from other cultures.

That's why my first goal (for travelling) is going to Japan now.

I also want to go to New Zealand and travel through Europe by train.

* Money tree, please?!*

I want so many things~~

I girl can wish right? I don't want to look back on my life and regret the things I did not do!

I don't want

Only there is no reason to be afraid that I will stop wearing lolita or that I will sell my BJD's,

I love all of those clothes/those dolls so much! <3

I just want to be happy and now I have other dreams, I want those dreams to come true.

So I still wear lolita, but I won't buying anything big, because I want to have money for more important things! The same for dolls..

I'm sure this will be difficult for me, only I'm pretty sure it's going to happen..

Just small things, that won't be that difficult?

*Yes, here I go again, I need to stop this*

So, I still going to (annoy people at) meetings, wear lolita, make clothes for my dolls, and other things I do now.

And my friends and family will always be on the first place..

I just have a less time and I won't buy anything big after today.

I bought my last lolita item recently, which is going to arrive next week.

It's one of my dream dresses *_*

More about that soon~~~

This was really personal, I hope you don't mind!

And I'm sorry new followers, soon more happy and less personal post but I had to tell this.
Next time the lockshop review, I'm working on that now. ^__^

All the pictures in this post are inspiration pictures and places I like!

Elf fantasy fair Haarzuilens 2012

Hello dear followers~~

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I love this outfit!!! It's amazing!!

Yesterday I went to the Elf Fantasy Fair with my friend Rosy. ^___^

I was really looking forward to it because it's my favourite festival, I could meet many friends and meet new people. I hadn't slept well the night before so please ignore my face >.<

* that's the reason of the hearts on my face*

The sad thing about the EFF was that the weather was so bad. Rain and lots of wind, not so well if you wear a costume, lolita or whatever.

My deco stuff wasn't waterproof or windproof, I lost many things which I found back thanks to my friends and other visitors only I did not like that... I wanted to wear all the stuff not loosing it!

I even lost my contacts because of the wind O_o I found them again, that's a miracle (!) but yeah, it was still very stressfull...

Enough complaining, the weather didn't ruin my day! The EFF was still amazing! So many amazing outfits, a few examples:

Not many pictures but hopefully enough to give my followers a good impression. I just can't dressing up, modelling on pictures, meeting friends and photographing at the same time. I want to go sometimes just to make pretty pictures. ^__^

So, what did I do yesterday: first I went fixing my outfit, after that we went searching for a place without rain, then we met a friend of Rosy.

Then I went to all the nice shops on the market, after that the Lolita meeting started.

The lolita meeting was really short, also because of the weather, it started to rain after 20 minutes...

Not so nice if you wear lolita!
That's why everyone split up to another place, unfortunately!  

It was raining for more than an hour, that's why we stayed a while in a nice gothic shop.

With pretty clothes, I have lots of inspiration now!

After an hour the sun was back again, oh I can tell you, there are not many times I was so happy to see the sun! We went walking again, saw many amazing people and costumes.

Then we meet up again with the lolitas in the steampunk tent, yes that's possible. xD

     

Me (NyappyAnne), Danchelle and Simone

              

Inimimi found some friends, she is sitting on Danchelle's dress.

I hope Mimi won't like Angelic Pretty too much, that would be awful for my wallet!

I need to buy more dresses for myself not too many for Mimi~~

We stayed a while in the tent, after that we went to searching for Simone's friends.

Then we met Jannike, that was nice I haven't seen her since November.

Such a lovely outfit! ^__^

And now Rosy, she made this outfit herself! :D

And some pictures with myself on it:

Maybe I will show some more pictures, I'm not sure how many pictures I will get and if I like them enough, hahaha!
I can tell you that one photographer who made pictures from Rosy, Marcella and I at the EFF in Arcen also made some picture from me (and Rosy) at this EFF.
I hope I get them because I really liked those.

So that's all, after that we went home~~

And I was so tired...but it was a fun day!

I hope that everyone who went to the Elf Fantasy Fair had a nice day. And I really hope that the weather will be better next time.

So, I will see you at the next EFF.

And please don't be afraid to say 'hi' to me if you see me,

I don't mind if it's on the EFF or somewhere else.

Only I'm not sure if you will recognize me without my lolita wear, hahaha.

And and, I bought a wig (lockshop) and a ring before forget to tell it.

I will write about that soon.

Birthday gifts

Hello dear Followers,

I wanted to show my birthday presents to all of you.. I was doubting about that because I don't want to show off with my gifts. I was thinking about how I could show them and do something for my follower too, I decided to do a give away. You can read everything about that in the next post! ^___^

First the gifts! Thanks everyone for giving these amazing gifts to me, it means alot to me.

Many, many gifts! O_o